Terrified of zombies, and the end of the world in 2012

by Crystallynn

Okay, so I am not a freak or anything, but I am absolutely terrified of zombies, and the end of the world in 2012. I have been pretty scared of these things for a while, but now that it is 2012, i can't stand to see the calender. I also can't look out of a dark window, for fear that a zombie is going to show up. I don't have these fears all the time, but when they come, i cry and get fidgety, and just shut down. They are incapacitating, I am so terrified that the zombies are coming, and I have tried to forget my fears, but they always come back. I don't know what to do about them. I sometimes think I have gone insane. I don't know what is wrong with me for having these fears, but they are terrible. The zombies are gonna be real is sometimes all I can think of, and that is enough to make any one go crazy. I can't stand to watch zombie movies, or even look at pictures of them, the word itself just makes me get edgy. I don't know if there is like anything you can do for what I am feeling, but it would sure be nice to not be alone. I think that is what I am scared of the most, being alone, not living a full life. I just want to be able to sleep at night not wondering if I will wake up in the morning. These fears on;y come when I am alone, and it is dark out. I don't like being in my room at night by myself for any reason. I want some one there with me always. Is this stupid? Zombies are the thing that just makes my blood run cold. But, the end of the world, it makes me want to cry, the world doesn't seem like it is going to end, but when anybody says anything about the end of the world, it scares me, and I start to think of what I haven't gotten to do in life yet, what I want to do, what I want to accomplish, and then the fears just mingle, because when I think of zombies, i think of the end of the world, and vice versa. I just want to know how to end them, and if they are worthy of even fearing? This is really weird, sharing all this, I feel a little better, I am only a teenager for crying out loud, so, do you guys think there is anything wrong with me?

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