Scared to take pills

Okay so im 13 years old and im scared to take pills!!I am soo scared of chocking on the pill. The last pill I swallowed I nearly chocked on.

During my childhood I swallowed something im not suppose to and Ive been scared every since! I need to swallow these pills (my parents dont care if I have a phobia of swallowing pills so they always buy the kind you swallow) but I cant!

Last time my mom told me to swallow these HUGE pills and when I said I cant she beat the crap out of me :( I told my parents that im scared of swallowing pills, but they say "Oh no your not, you just dont want to take medicine".

Im so scared to swallow pills that I wouldnt take them if my life depended on it!