OMG i have the same fear (but not as bad as you). in primary school i got hit by a hard ball about 7 times and now im really scared of them . In p.e. if a ball gets thrown or passed my way i put my hands up to defend myself and people laugh , This makes me feel self conscious and i have p.e. tomorrow and i really what to get out of it . It's not just the physically stuff that most people bunk it for i just hate it because i know i can't throw or catch HELP Also does this have a name so i have an excuse