Postal Phobia

I can't get my mail, i know that most of it is bad news. My husband died 2 yrs ago and the mail has been a constant source of pain and dread.

Never had this postal phobia before he died. But i have been unable to get my mail for about 9 months.

I am sure that there are things that i should have gotten, but everything is online.

All my bills are paid on line, so i just don't get my mail. Is there a law that says i have to?