Phobia of Becoming Like My Mother

by Fatin
(Kuala Lumpur)

I don't know if it's just me or there is such thing as phobia of becoming like my mother.

My parents fights a lot and I am more on my father's side. He's the rational one compared to my mother.

The way my mother acts sometimes just scares the hell out of me thinking that I might one day act, talk, behave like my mother. I just don't want to become her in the end! Is there such thing as this phobia of mine?