My story. Apeirophobia?

by Lurs

I remember waking up at night sitting alone in the living room, and imagining that i create something that is covering everything. I don't know how to explain it but i was feeling guilt that i was doing something very wrong.
Other times i wake up and start panicking about something i cant even remember now, but at that point it seems very clear what i had to do but it was impossible to be done. Mathematically?

Usually i start running up and down in the house waiting to finish. those are my big attacks that i don't get very frequently, but the feeling i get at those attacks is the same one i get randomly when i think about infinity in any form, or thinks that cannot be solved or comprehended.
I get these feelings for many reasons including thinking in microscopic level, sub-atomic, or very large distances(>>>>light years), or even when thinking something that is “alone”, for example if I think about a rock on an asteroid traveling through space light years away from everything (i know... ).
When i get that feeling i look away and think something different because i know where that feeling leads to.

Click here to post comments

Join in and write your own page! It's easy to do. How? Simply click here to return to top phobia.