my name is james and i have similar phobias :o i can not stand walking out of the house without screaming.. the sight of everything is excruciating and EVERYTHING scares me.. i try to run and hide into my bed but then i realise im afraid of it too.. i had to build up the courage to even come on to the computer today cause im afraid it will come alive and eat me.. doctors have seen me and i have been tested to have a mental disease similar to having multiple personalities.. they tried to put me into a psychological institution but i was so afraid of everyone there i couldnt stop screaming and they had to kick me out for i was disturbing the other guests.. i think ill just go hide now.. but it has to be in a not so dark not so light area.. wide enough space but not too wide.. a few people but no more than 5.. and there has to be exactly 3 lightbulbs glowing in separate corners BYE :)
