Huge fear of the date 21st December 2012
It probably sounds totally ridiculous, but I have a huge fear of the date: 21st December 2012. A couple of years back someone was talking about the Mayan premonition regarding the end of the celestrial calendar. Upon listening to this I did some research and also read up about other premonitions, I.E: Planet X / Nibiru, Polar Shifts etc.
Now I know there have been many premonitions in the past which none have come to light and none of these have ever bothered me before. But for some reason the date 2012 has got right under my skin and I cannot stop thinking about it. I think the reason stems to having two very young children and I fear for them more than anything else.
I know there is nothing we can do about an end to our humanity, I have been told to live in ignorance and what will be will be. I don't understand how I can live in ignorance when it involves my children and what they may face throughout their lives.
The more I worry about 2012 the more I think about it. The more I think about it, the more I reasearch the facts. It is such a viscious circle that I can't seem to get out of and I am losing my mind!
Is there anyone out there feeling as nuts as I am at the moment? If anyone has any help or techniques that can help me to block this out then please help before I go insane :-(
Thanks and Regards
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