fear of weird or dark creepy looking toilets

ever since i was little ive had a phobia of toilets and i dont mean its just one thing, its weird to me as most people i know dont bother. i dont like when their dark or creepy looking or even what the toilet its self looks like, i wont use the old chain ones or anything that freaks me out. i dont like water levels or large pipes or anything unusual about them. its so bad i can freeze if i see one i wouldnt use or i head straight back out in fear. i have had the same dream over and over for a while too although i couldnt call it a dream more of a nightmare. the dream is that im out some where and i have to use the toilet and when i go in is a large large bathroom full of tall white cubicles and this sound of water is going very loudly but its scary and im alone in this restroom & before i know it water levels are rising over the cubicles. it freaks me out so much i wake up at the same part everytime. i hate having this especially when it comes to going out then comes the i need the toilet part and your praying please let this bathroom be ok, hoping its one you can use... ahhh well im glad to get this off my chest...
thanks...

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