Fear of my boyfriend looking at beautiful women

by Laura Alcoser
(South Bend, Indiana, US)

Everytime we see a movie together and a naked part comes out or seductive women comes on I panic and quickly close my boyfriend's eyes. I feel ashamed, embarasssed. I cry and just feel like it's wrong, cheating. I think I'm right but it's controling my life that my boyfriend and me fight over it and we can't go anywhere without me being paranoid. I even hide my Victoria Secret catalogs for fear he might see them. I feel like something is wrong with me. I fear I will lose him if I don't change. Sometimes I feel society is wrong for exploiting women and these are my values. I'm so confused because I have no problem watching these movies or being around women when he is not around.I need help!!!!

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