I can completly relate, i am actually a teenaged boy who is too a hopeless romantic. I have always wanted to have a girlfriend, but in the past I at previous schools i was the smart guy that never fit in and was always laughed at and mad fun of, especially by girls, I grew to be a loner and never trust girls when they ask me out, dismissing it always as a cruel joke, even if their being serious. I don't think I will ever even marry.
Not alone. by: Anonymous
I know how you feel. Like it may be impossible to ever love or be loved. usually feeling useless and abnormal and envy people who sail happily through relationships. I'd give you advice, but I'm pretty lost on the matter too.
Talk by: Anonymous
You should tell the person about your past, that way when you being to act like that, they can talk to you about it. It will be hard to do, and even hard to talk to them about it, but it will help.