I think I know how you feel. My phobia is of whales though.
But I also greatly fear the deep water. The dark color of the sea :'( i am unsure why. I am unable to go to the beach because the fear of the ocean and whales overwhelms me.
I wish you luck in overcoming your phobia. I know it is difficult and you dont want anything to do with even seeing the sea.
I hope we both overcome our fears :'(
-Marly-
Auqaphobia by: Rits
I know how you feel. The ocean scares me, deep water scares me too, but while I'm afraid I'm not horrified by it. It happened because I almost drowned once.