apeirophobia (fear of eternity) and astrophobia (fear of cosmos)

by mandy
(earth)

ive always been afraid of space and infinity. when we went to church and the priest would talk about heaven being the eternal resting place i would feel sick. in school we watch movies about the universe expanding on and on "forever" and i would have panic attacks. at night i would dream of it and wake up to find that id actually scratched myself in my sleep to the point of bleeding. now the attacks are less frequent but still bad enough that once i threw up. im terrified of the inevitable.