Am I the only person with a fear of small things entering my mouth?

Since i have been able to eat my self (1-2yrs old) I have NEVER used a small fork,knfe, or spoon! I haven't over come this fear and I am now 14. I daren't eat yoghurts from a small spoon, I hate finishing peas, sweetcorn or cereal (like cheerios) because I can't eat like 3 at a time, it has to be a mouth full! I can make hot drinks, and use a small spoon, i just cant put them in my mouth???