am i the only one with these phobias?

by Melissa
(Washington)

well ever since i was a kid ive been extremely afriad of ambulances and firefighters i dont know why. Alot of people i tell think its stupid and weird but its just me.

I cant talk to firefighters that are in their gear i can look at fire trucks and i can walk by them but the minute they're called to my house or where ever im at for someone that i care about i freak out and go into a panic attack.

With ambulances pretty much the same thing happens i cant talk to EMTs in their uniforms if an ambulance is coming to my house i have to leave i cant be ther i dont know why i just cant.

I have a 3yr old and if something were to happen to where i absolutely had to call an ambulance i dont know what i would do,and that scares me.